December 2008
I have a feeling that tonight might be a disaster like it was a year ago. I’m just hoping that it’s just the boys and Kyle’s girlfriend and maybe Sam. I don’t want those other girls to be there. Otherwise I’m spending my new years alone at home. =/
So, I think I wanna move back up to Montana and go to MSU when I graduate. I don’t know what I wanna study but that’s where I wanna go. I think the only way I’d get there though is by a scholarship.
Ick, Maffew is in a really bad mood. Him and Josh are supposed to go up to Mt Rose tomorrow to go snowboarding. And Maffew wants to drive up there so he can have somewhere to put his stuff while he’s out and so he can drive home when he wants instead of waiting to be picked up. I totally understand that. But I understand why his mom won’t let him go. I sure as hell wouldn’t want...
WatchChristmas Memories with Aunt Dana
WatchChristmas Memories with Uncle Ken
Yes! I got my camera from my dads house. A day too late but I still got it. =)
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of...”
– Jim Morrison
I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy and All I Got...
Ick, today really had it’s ups and downs. I think my emotions are getting worse by the week. I’m just glad we don’t have school for another week. I don’t think I’d be able to handle it right now.
Maffew's birthday 12-26-8
My day has consisted of breakfast at Matt’s. Going to the mall to return stuff. Scheels to return stuff.
Valkyrie
Claim Jumper
Apples to Apples
And ImaginIff
More Presents
1. White Favre Jersey 2. Gift card to Suncoast 3. Stationary with Flamingos 4. Money 5. Gray sweats
Presents
1. Favre jersey 2. Aeropostale shirt, sweats, socks 3. Sleeping Beauty on DVD 4. American Eagle robe 5. Matching shirt & shorts for robe 6. Gift Certificate to get nails done 7. 100$ in cash 8. Clue 9. Life 10. Cranium 11. Catch Phrase 12. Crush perfume 13. Matt’s Hollister sweater
Many more to come at my dad’s house =)
Track Santa →
And now is the time when I become a worried girlfriend. =/
Christmas
I’m excited but now I kinda feel bad. I found where my mom was keeping my presents. She put them in boxes this time. And I know two of the things that I’m getting now. And I like can’t wait. I’m still trying to get Matthew to tell me what my dad is getting me. But he won’t spill. Hmm, I can’t wait! =)
Young & Aspiring - underOATH
“Lions and tigers and bears, oh my!”
– Wizard Of Oz
Haha, driving around with Matt and Josh is probably one of the funniest things ever. There was a lady walking around downtown Reno with a laptop in her hands. She almost got hit by a car cause she wasn’t paying attention. Then Josh had some smart ass comment about it the was hilarious. I told them that I wanted to play Monopoly. So we were gonna go play. We were talking about the different...
Kiss Me - New Found Glory
“Ditch the zero and get with the hero!”
– Kyle Roberts, Josh Sandoval & Drew McPartland
Yesterday was the most amazing day of my life. I did nothing in my first three classes but watch movies. Then at lunch Maffew took me to his house and we went out to lunch with his mom, sister & brother. That was pretty alright. We didn’t go back to school for 5th & enrichment. After lunch Maffew and I went over to Josh’s. Matt Andres Art...
I’m having like a really great day today. Well, besides everything going on with my brother. But anyways. Matthew was kind of a brat this morning. And then at the beginning of lunch he was just like ehh. But he got better. He locked me out of ms B’s room and then made me hit myself in the face with my hands lol. In first and second we were filming our adaptations for Julius Caesar....
I’m really really bummed. Kristin, the lady that does my hair, is really sick. So she can’t do my hair tonight. And I was REALLY excited for blonde hair and for it to be shorter than it is. But now I have to wait till the 29th to get my hair done. And that just sucks. cause I’ve been looking forward to this for the last month. Hmm…. I’ll just have to wait. =/
My daddy is trying to tell me that I’m not dying my hair blonde. Well, it’s happening. He wants me to grow it back out to my natural hair color. Ha, yeah right. Brown is so very very boring. I wanna do more with my hair than it just being brown. I mean, I got two different tones of brown put in my hair like seven months ago. But Kristin was going for a lighter to darker type thing. And...
He makes every fight worth while. After every fight he goes back to being the way I know he is. He starts messing with me and kisses me and hugs me like nothing ever happened. That’s always the best part of our fights. <3
You don’t care enough to fix anything in our relationship. You don’t care enough to even listen about how I feel. And you certainly don’t care enough to even realize that everything is screwed up.
Maybe you hitting your head jerked the asshole part of you forward.
“A roller coaster built to crash”
Of course everybody has heard about him but me. =(
So, I’m like officially getting sick. I hate it like a lot. Me getting sick is always like the worst thing ever. I end up missing school and it always is really bad and I always feel miserable. Like no matter what. Blahhhh. =/
Matthew and I were supposed to go to the mall… until his mom accused him of smoking pot. Now our day is ruined and he doesn’t want me coming over anymore cause she can “smell it on me too.” Whatever. </3
“The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we...”
Amazing day
I was up and ready by 705 this morning. My mom took me to school and I was there by 715. I decorated Matthew’s locker with pictures of us and even a note. That turned out to be perfect. I cleaned all the trash out of his locker and then I reorganized mine. The assembly today was really lame. But being with Matthew and his friends made it even better. I was sitting next to Matthew and...
Mannn, tomorrow is our one year. I’m really excited about it. Matthew wants me to bring him his present now. But I don’t know if I’ll get mine too lol. I’m decorating his locker tomorrow morning. It’ll be amazing. But he’ll laugh at me. =P
The rest of today is hopefully going to be a productive day. =)
To-do List 12-2-8
1. Clean my room 2. Put my sheets on my bed 3. Finish Matthew’s locker stuff 4. Finish Lyssa’s locker stuff 5. Wrap Matthew’s present
Lyssa
Blahh, I guess Lyssa and I are talking again. But like, I don’t wanna be a bitch cause her birthday is in two days. But then again all I got from her on my birthday was a happy birthday text at 5pm. Yeahhh, okay. But like, to be the bigger person I could do what I was originally gonna do but I have no idea. =/
Maffew
Two days till our one year. Mann, I’m so extremely excited. He got me something and I wonder what it is. His mom kept saying he didn’t get me anything but I think he did. He said he was gonna get me a sweater vest with like a frilly hood but it wasn’t on sale. I got this picture frame and put two pictures of us in it and I put little foam letters on the outside. I think...